Mayday - Ru yan

ru yan

wo zuo zai chuang qian wang zhe chuang wai hui yi man tian
sheng ming shi hua li cuo jue shi jian shi zei tou zou yi qie
shi qi sui na yi nian zhua zhu na zhi chan yi wei neng zhua zhu xia tian
shi qi sui de na nian wen guo ta de lian jiu yi wei he ta neng yong yuan

you mei you na me yi zhong yong yuan yong yuan bu gai bian jun sui
yong bao guo de mei li dou zai ye bu po sui
rang xian jun sui yue bu neng zai lian shang sa ye
rang sheng li he si bie dou yao yuan you shui neng ting jian

wo zuo zai chuang qian zhuan guo tou kan shui zai chen shui
na yi zhang cang lao de lian hao xiang shi wo jin bi shuang yan
ceng jing shi ai wo de he wo shen ai de dou wei rao zai wo shen bian
dai bu zou de na xie yi han he juan lian jiu hua cheng zui hou yi di yan lei

you mei you na me yi di yan lei neng xi diao hou hui
hua cheng da yu jiang luo zai hui bu qu de jie
zai gei wo yi ci ji hui jiang gu shi gai xie
huan qian le ta yi sheng de yi ju bao qian

you mei you na me yi ge shi jie yong yuan bu tian hei
xing xing tai yang man wu dou ting wo de zhi hui
yue liang bu mang zhe yuan que chun tian bu zou yuan
shu shao jin jin yong bao zhe shu ye you shui neng ting jian

er ji yan qian ci sheng chong yan
shi wo lai zi qi hei er you hui gui qi hei
ren jian shun jian tian di zhi jian xia ci wo you shi shui

you mei you na me yi duo mei gui yong yuan bu diao xie
yong yuan jiao ao he wan mei yong yuan bu tuo xie
wei he ren sheng zui hou hui xiang yi zhang zhi xie
hai bu ru yi pian hua ban ceng jing xian yan

you mei you na me yi zhang shu qian ting zhi na yi tian
zui dan chun de xiao lian he zui mei na yi nian
shu bao li mian zhuang man le dan gao he qi shui
shuang yan zhi you wu cai he wu xie
rang wo men wu fa wu tian

you mei you na me yi shou shi pian zhao bu dao ju dian
qing chun yong yuan ding ju zai wo men de sui yue
nan hai he nv hai dou you ji ta he wu xie
xiao wang ren jian de ku tong zhi you tian mei

you mei you na me yi ge ming tian chong tou huo yi bian
rang wo zai ci gan shou ceng hui huo de zuo tian
wu lun sheng cun huo sheng huo wo dou bu lang fei
bu rang gu shi zhe me de hou hui
you shui neng ting jian wo bu yao gao bie

wo zuo zai chuang qian kan zhe zhi jian yi jing ru yan
As smoke

I sit on my bed looking out the window at the sky full of memories
Life is a magnificent illusion, time's been stolen away by thieves
That year when I was 17, I captured a moth and thought I could capture the summer
That year when I was 17, I kissed him and thought we would last forever

Is there a kind of eternity, an unchanging eternity
Where the beauty I've embraced never shatters
And the abrupt years can't wreak havoc on my face
Let partings and farewells go far off, who can hear me?

I sit on my bed and turn around, watching someone fast asleep
That aged face seems like it's me with my eyes tightly shut
Those who loved me and who I loved are all gathered around me
Those regrets and sentiments that can't be taken away fade into one last tear

Is there a teardrop that can wash away regrets
Washing them into rain falling on that street I can't return to
Give me one more chance to rewrite this story
Give him the apology I've owed for a lifetime

Is there a world where the sun never sets
The stars, the sun, all creatures at my command
Where the moon doesn't rush to wax and wane, and spring is never far off
Where treetops tightly embrace leaves, who can hear me?

In my ears, in my eyes, this life replays
I'm coming from the inky darkness and returning to the inky darkness
Mankind lives a moment on earth, who will I be next time?

Is there a rose that never fades
Always proud and perfect, never compromising
Why are the last moments of life like shredded bits of paper
And not a floor of petals that were once so vivid

Is there a bookmark that can pause on that day
On that purest smiling face and that most beautiful year
A backpack full of cakes and soda
A pair of eyes free of doubt and evil
Letting us run free of the law and God

Is there a poem without any complete stops
Youth always living in our years
Boys and girls all with guitars and dance shoes
Laughing until we forget life's suffering and only bliss remains

Is there a tomorrow where we can start over living once again
Where I can experience once more those extravagant yesterdays
No matter existing or living, I won't let anything go to waste
I won't let this story have so much regret
Who can hear me? I won't say farewell

I sit on my bed and watch my fingertips become already as smoke

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